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Kaxyz
19 July 2008 @ 11:06 pm
Back from the dead  
I feel like I've died around here XD if that even makes sense :P so much has happened since last update I think I've forgotten most of it >.>;

Uhhh well this week on Monday? was it monday >.>; I went to the movies with Alain Jon and Mel. We saw Wanted. It was pretty good :D I liked it :D and I got an amazing popcorn that was like more than my ticket, but that's okay cause alain bought my ticket ^-^ After the movie they all came back to my house and we just did nothing for awhile. My mom got mad cause people went upstairs >.>; shes SO stupid. Like wtf that makes no sense =____=; she said she doesnt mind when leigha goes upstairs...I don't see the big deal =____=' It was a fun day though :)

Umm on tuesday me and Leigha decided to have a last minute sleep over :D of course she crashed way before I was going too :3 then the next morning when I awoke at 12 ;3 we called Sam and Sam came over a while later and we planned to go swimming. Jordan picked us up and we all went to Cawthra pool! It was fun to go, we only had an hour or so but it was still good ;3 After swimming we went down to some place on the lakeshore and Jordan bought me pizza :3 and bought Leigha and himself food too :3 I was soooo tired on the way back home that me and Sam almost fell asleep, well sam was more close to passing out from exaughstion (I know I just butchered the spelling of that word) I trust Jordans driving skills now, which would be useful if he were going to be there to drive us around at lunch next year >.< I'll miss him ^^ but not as much as Leigha...poor Leigha <3

So then thursday I went to go get a new ipod finally, and mission accomplished :D I just need to load the music on it now.
On friday I caught up on all the naruto i missed and watched the death note movies XD

I didn't come over to dads until today. Today was actually really really awesome. Dad picked us up and we went to Cathys friends house. It was pretty far away. My mom bought me the panic at the disco CD pretty odd. when we went to get my ipod exchanged so we like blasted that in the car! It was awesome :D when we finally got there we saw that it was probably like the biggest house ever. Like Susans house but 2.5 or 3x bigger D: we went snooping around XD the basement was the size of a very very decent appartment and was just amazing. I think that I would settle as having that for my house. The main floor was nice, nice kitchen with an island and a nice living room and another nice living room >.>; a door leading to the deck and such. Then the upstairs was like...okay we went up the stairs and at the top of the stairs there was a door that looked like a closet, like double doors. So we opened it and it wasn't a closet it was a HUGE bedroom D: Like there was a...bed that spaciously holds 2 people (a queen? king? i dunno :P) and there was a kitten sitting on it! There was a walk in closet that was half the size of my bedroom. Beside it was another regular closet. Then a huge bathroom with a fancy shower, toilet,hot tub and 2 sinks. and still enough room to walk around and have the kitty litter box in it. Then there was also a couch in the room. There was still enough room for us to all roll around on the floor and not touch each other; all 4 of us >.>'
We found another kitten in the walk in closet :3
So there were 2 kittens. They were so playful and adorable.
There were like 4 or 5 other bedrooms on the upper floor, all quite nice and spacious >.<'
We went swimming in their awesome amazing pool. It was beautiful <3 me Meghan and Maddy all did a cannon ball at the same time XD it was fun :3 We played volleyball and cathy was the net XD
there was amazing lemon marangue pie *__*<3
on the way home we blasted more music. So loud I could feel the bass pulsing XD I sat in the back seat Maddy had the window down and so did Dad. It was really nice. At first it was sunny but we drove into a storm :D the rain was blowing into my face from maddys window and the music was still loud :D we listened to pink and the chili peppers \m/ and yeah ^-^

But I want a kitty now :D they are really awesome and so cute :D I want a black kitty and I want to name it Ryu :3 <3 and no thats not cause of my obsession with ryutaro *____* <3
But I really do...when me Leigha and Sam were going to go swimming we walked to the convienence store and got slushies and then we went to value village and i dropped off a resume insted of just an application :P and then we went to Leighas to get her baithing suit. Orie(or how ever you spell his name) her neighbour's cat had kittens! Sam wanted to see them cause she wants to convince her mom to let her get one. I think her mom would have a heart attack at the cats hair being everywhere. But anyways, I got to hold one of them. it's precious <3 I want onneeee >.<;' but its a long term commitment...I'm sure I could deal with it, quite low matinence pet and quite cute. But I don't know if Alain would ever stay away from my house if I had a kitten XD Which isn't that bad I guess XD but I just don't like when people are at my house that much >.>; it feels like my mom lurks around sometimes, and expecially maddy. But anyways. Kitty cat. :3

Alain's been gone for like...>.> not to long and I miss him a lot already =___=; damn me for getting attached. He doesn't have internet and I'm sure if my text wasn't free I would be forbidden to ever text again :P  The first day he woke me up by texting me >.>; it was like 12 and I was wondering why he was up because it was...9 there XD but yeah its like kinda non-stop conversation over a few days now :3 but today he dropped his phone and the screen broke =____=; I hope it doesn't die forever. I can't wait till everyone gets back. it's like everyone has disapeared lately and I'm lonely T^T 
Me and Meghan might go to collingwood, I am going to stay with my grandparents for a few days. I'm going to get my hair cut. And I got my dad to approve my lip peircing ;3 now to work on my mom >.<'

Guess that's all I have to say :3 good day everyone


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Kaxyz
10 July 2008 @ 06:33 pm
Fun~  

This week has been so busy so far! But really fun :D

Sunday night Shannon and Meghan came home from their cottage. We didn't do much XD 

On monday we were really bored in the morning so we decided eventually to go to the park! First we decided to climb up on those huge grey block/boxes they have next to schools. Only me and Shannon got up and then I was so scared to jump down that it took me 15 minutes before I did it XD
Then we decided to play grounders! It was really fun XD Shannon said I'm good at slinking around people, But I still got caught 2 times XD 
And the way I was like hanging off of some stuff was so painful XD I fell into the sand once and It got all over my back XP
We went for a walk through the 'forest' and found a basketball that was awesome and blown up perfectly! So we went back to the playground area and played four square. Or at least..what we could remember of the rules :P We all had different memories of how to play XD We could have invented a new game :P
We all stood in 1 square. One square was the king, and then rotating clockwise it went to queen, jester and toilet XD So we bounces the basketball to each other and if it bounced in our square more than once we were demoted. The king could stop and hold the ball and yell something like foot or hand and we would all have to run to the middle and put that in. The last person to put in their limb was demoted. But since Meghan was king for the longest, we got things like trakea and pancreas insted of foot and hand. She even yelled out SCREAM once XD we all ran to the middle and screamed XD Maddy got demoted the most and became like ninthtuple toilet XD
When we got home we decided to play president. Except we couldnt remember how to play. But really we didn't So it was really dumb. Like we just threw cards into the middle. Who ever ran out first got to tell the people who didnt win in the next round how to play their cards. I had to play them with my mouth at one point and shannon had to like thrust hers onto the pile XD Meghan had to tie a piece of her hair around a card and lift it onto the pile :P

On tuesday we went to the mall. I had to wake up at 11 and then was dragged out in the heat to wait for a bus. I don't know why I went because I didn't want anything but whatever XD I got a bubble tea <3 Meghan got some book and Shannon got...a baithing suit. We went into la vie en rose and we were playing with some kink feather tied to a whip thing XD garter straps are really expensive too D: I'll get them some day ;3 im not a perve, i just like them :3 We went into Spencers gifts and me and Shannon totally inspected the whole adult section XD they have soda flavoured lube!!!! I wonder if it actually tastes like pop >.>; When we were all done, we got my mom to pick us up and drive back to dads so I could get my bag cause she had to bring me back cause I was going to go to Andrews barbecue.
So I got home, showered whatever blah blah, then my mom drove me to Alains and we walked over to Andrews.
We basically hung out in his room, there were a lot of people though XD and I was the only girl ^^; Ive never really hung out with a huge group of boys before so it was intresting.
Andrew had a new kitty named Oreo :D he was really mean to it though T^T he like tossed him through the air across the room onto his bed, poor kitty ;___;
Who was there...Andrew, Mike, Nathan, Alain, Justin...some other kid whose name I didnt know XD Yeah, Alain and Justin were playing counter strike 4 for a long time. I suck really badly at that game :3 It's to...I dunno, like you cant goof off and stuff XD its to hardcore :P The rest of the guys were playing this weird tile game called...majan or something like that. I had no clue what they were doing. Nathan didnt really know either :P
Eventually it started raining >.>; So after the downpour me and Alain walked back to his house. I stayed there until like 10:30 ish, somewhere around there and then my mom came and picked me up. 
That was a long day XD

I had to wake up early on wednesday cause I was going to centerville with Leigha, her mom, Madison and Jordan :D I couldnt sleep until 2:30 and I had to wake up at 7:30 >.>; Leigha came and picked me up at 9 and then we were off :D
Madison and I went on the scrambler 20 times!!! There were 2 girls and 1 boy there throughout the day. the one boy and one girl werent thre sometimes but one girl who had a leg cast were. The girl with theleg cast had good music :D but the guy played this alternative crap >.>; the music wasnt that bad but it wasnt fitting!!!! Madison and I found that cart 2 was the best one! So when the ride was over we would remember where it was and then run back through the absense of line right back to it XD it had the most padding in the seat :3 
Jordan and Madison and I went on the barrel ride! Jordan was spinning the barrel so fast that I was like flattened against the wall XD Madison was stuck too XD Jordan was like in ultimate strain trying to defy gravity and spin the huge wheel XD Leigha said that our barrel was spinning so fast water and leaves and stuff was flying off of the top! XD It was so fun :3
I got an amazing ice cream too :3 it was only $5 XD I asked for 1 scoop but the guy who got the ice cream wasnt paying attention and gave me too :3 and it was in an amazing waffle cone. <3 cookie dough <3
Leigha and I went on the sky lift ride thingie. And Madison and I went on it later on. We were scared it was gonna break and we were gonna die XD
We went to the petting zoo area and the pig was SO FAT DX it was SO nast :P ugly fat male pigs >.>; but the girl pig had piglettes :D there were like 10 and they were so cute :D
Leigha and I got a funnel cake and we sat by the kids little pool to eat and then we went to dip our feet into the water and a seagull stole ur ice cream DX demon seagull >.>; 
The day was really fun :D we were there for 13 hours though and when we got home I was so tired XD I went to bed at 12 and slept till 1:30 :P I didnt wake up once XD well maybe I did...but I dont remember cause I would have been so tired and still half asleep ;3

today I did nothing \(^0^)/
I picked some new kanji to learn :D Verbs this time :3

願 - negau - to wish
思 - omou - to remember/think
変 - kawaru - to change 
食 - taberu - to eat
飲 - nomu - to drink
見 - mieru - to look/see
歌 - utau - to sing
動 - ugoku - to move
遊 - asobu - to play
分 - wakaru - to understand
咲 - saku - to bloom
笑 - warau - to laugh/smile
輝 - kagayaku - to sparkle/glitter/shine
AND (not verbs)
手 - te - hand
何 - nani - what
涙 - namida - tear
桜 - sakura - cherry blossom
気 - ki - spirit
祈 - inori - prayr
化学 - kagaku - science


I already got most of them down ;3 they are all fairly simple excluding a few so yay, the day wasnt COMPLETLY void of activity :3

YAY ME :D

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Kaxyz
06 July 2008 @ 03:31 am
Taiyou no uta (song of sun)  
I just watched Taiyou no uta. It's a movie YUI stared in.
It was really cute, but I've never cried at a movie so much >.<

It makes me not want to watch it again >.>;


the lyrics to good-bye days. It just fits so perfectly >.>; I wonder if Yui wrote it to be in the movie. 


hmmm I've decided to try and stay up all night. Alain said he was gonna stay up cause hes not tired. Ive never stayed up all night before. I probably wont make it cause I had a long day...and theres not really much to do...and my eyes hurt a bit from me rubbing at them while crying >.>; so we'll see :P its already 4am~ 

that didnt work out ;3 I figured it wasnt that smart :P and since I could already hear the birds waking up outside I decided to sleep...I probably fell asleep around 4:45 XD
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Kaxyz
05 July 2008 @ 11:44 pm
some highlights!~  

Hmm so not much has happened in the last week...or how ever long it's been.

On wednesday it was Alain's birthday. Mel and I decided to make him a cake and bring it to him!!!
So at around 1:15 I went to her house and we commenced cake baking! 

Mel doccumented it into a youtube video :P
http://youtube.com/watch?v=9p-vyddkYVM

we were almost done but my mom came because I had to go to the orthodontist to pick up my new retainer >.>; I got a nice shiny pink case for it though :D 
after the ortho, my mom drove me back to mels, we finished icing and decorating the cake with as much pink stuff as we could find ;3 and my mom drove us over to alains~

He looked quite surprised to see us, but even so, Mel asked him like 5 times 'sooo...were you surprised XD' 
We ate the cake and then kinda lazed around for awhile XD we walked to pho, I wasnt to hungry and I didnt have money so I didnt get food but Mel, my love, bought me a honeydew bubbletea <3
we ran into Jessica on the way back and it was nice to talk to her, I havent really had the chance to talk to her lately.
When we got back to Alains we decided to watch sweeny todd. When Mel found out that the old hag was his wife at the end she freeked out and it was SO funny XD
I love just lazing around with people, its nice :D

Today my mom planned a barbecue! My grandmas birthday was yesterday and my aunts birthday is tomorrow and so she wanted to get everyone together :)
Mel came and Maddy brought her friend Militza (I dont know how to spell it right =____=) who is one of the friends she has that I actually like :) shes really pretty too >.>; Sometimes makes me wish I was serbian too XD Ive never met a serbian girl who isnt pretty >.>;;
anyways there were lots of people, my uncle wayne came and so did my cousin Michelle, Danielle couldnt make it cause of work. Uhh my moms friends Joanne, Linda and francis came, Lindas mom and dad came and so did Lauren; her daughter and my friend. Of course my grandparents were there too. My uncle mike and aunt cheryl came and brought gabriella, my 5 year old precious cousin <3

We played baseball outside, Gabbie hogged the batting position but it was cute :3 Mel ended up playing with her most XD the need to be athletic must just call to her. I played air hockey with gabbie and we also played on my drums and with my maracas. I let Militza read the sneak preview to breaking dawn that was in the back of my eclipse book XD she was very excited :P
Maddy, Mel and I played mario kart for wii and I won \(^0^)/ whoot yay me!
uhh we ate SO much DX cake, burgers, chips, dip, pop, strawberries, watermelon, random food and guhhh im still full and it's 1am XD

so yes, I hope to get over to dads tomorrow to see Meghan and start remixin some new hit singles XD I'm almost done writing 'colours of my rebate' what a touching song. I also pretty much finished cleaning my room and I found a bunch of the old songs we wrote, so yay! we almost have a full track list already <3

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Kaxyz
01 July 2008 @ 01:35 am
muuu~  
hmm ahh summer, I love the lazyness.

I bought FFX-2 yesterday. Quite nice <3

uhh I cleaned my room today. It's not done yet, but its very nice to know I've made progress. Despite how messy it always is, I quite enjoy having it clean.

Annettie and christa have gone away, bon voyage mes amis~ *sniffles and waves kleenex in air* At least...I think they left today.

Mel wants to go surprise Alain on his birthday with an AMAZING cake. Sounds like fun ;3 hes gonna be home by the sounds of it. Although its sad that his parents and family are never there >.> although it seems hes taking that as a present insted of abandonment XD i dont think thats how you spell present >.> 
I wanted to black mail alain by saying he couldnt have his puzzles until he agreed to let me teach him to swim >.>; but well my period snuck up on me >.>; next week then if Mel says its allowed ;3 Ill have to find another blackmail.

uhh so tomorrow is Canada day.
grandparents are coming over.
we may go see fireworks *sparkle sparkle*

gosh I love when I dont have much to write about. It means life is nice and lazy as it should be, 

Maddy and I watched the PSC DVD last night, it was quite magical.

I want to improve my 'penmanship' this week. I'm gonna try and practice making my writing neater. I don't have anything else to do, and I'm quite thankful for that :D

Also Meghan and I have plans to mess around with garage band on her new laptop this weekend :D so I have to write some songs. We have lately taken a liking to picking on pocahontas so I'm either gonna re-write just around the riverbend or colours of the wind ;3
I also have to finish some songs I found that were un finished while cleaning today :3

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Kaxyz
28 June 2008 @ 03:38 pm
Yesterday  

was like a saturday to me. Although it was friday. I came over to my dads on thursday after we went to currys. I got a bottle of purple ink, I have caligraphy pens but not any ink >.> I do now though \(^-^)/ 

So my schedule has been kinda messed up. Because usually I come to my dads on friday. So thursday felt like friday and yeah. 

I'm reading the twilight series finally. I read twilight in around 4 days. Yesterday i read new moon. In one day
ONE DAY DX
it's all I did >.>
It was a good book...but 1 dayyyy =____=; almost 600 pages.

Although yesterday we also went to my cousins baby shower. It was at a sushi place called ichiban sushi. My stepmom doesn't understand why I thought it was a funny name XD I just like ichiban...

well I figured I was gonna starve. And I pretty much did. I don't like sushi. My cousin Ryan (his wife; my cousin madeline was having the baby shower) I had uhh tempura shrimp. But I don't like rice or soy sauce really, well at least the kind they had. So plain tempura shrimp was prettttyyy nasty and It made me feel sick XD I tried a bunch of stuff. Raw salmon was the most tolerable. But bleh *shudders* some of the stuff was SO nast. ughh =____=;'

When we got home dad made me a sandwhich and stuff and me and maddy read new moon on the couch ^^ She has been reading this series for a few weeks...but I managed to get ahead of her now ^-^;; because everyone thinks new moon was kinda boring with the absence of le cullens, but I didn't think that part was boring at all. I guess I'm not a crazy drooling Edward fan >.>; which makes me kinda happy XD but I really want to read eclipse now but I don't have it D: some one lend it to me >.>;

I really want to play FFX-2 and harvest moon magical melody...
maybe if I go back to my moms she will rent one for me :3

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Kaxyz
28 June 2008 @ 03:22 pm
meme time \(^-^)/  
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[X] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.(they were until my dad died.)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years 
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles
(god >.>; I'm really to healthy =__=)

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[X] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[X] I'm a snob about grammar. 
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
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Kaxyz
25 June 2008 @ 11:19 pm
more catching up >.>; its all I ever do now a days XD  
So...gosh >.> this has been a long week already. I think that when I don't go to my dads it just feels like there hasn't been a weekend in place. It doesnt really matter cause it's summer vacation now but...yeah still feels that way XD

my room needs to be cleaned, it never feels like summer to me unless it is clean >.>; which takes me awhile.

I forget what we have done DX my god =________=; 

OH! Okay so yeah uhh I think...was it yesterday >.>; NO monday

On monday we all went to the mall (Mel, Annette, Alain, Christa and myself) to purchase Alain his desired birthday gifts. He wanted puzzles and a casual blazer. Well we went around to many stores. Probably like 15 and we never found a blazer he liked >.>; such a picky guy >.>; I think he's secretly a woman. 
Christa and I got bubble tea. Honestly that was amazing. We got mediums, I should have gotten a small. But I have picked up a new favourite; grape with green apple jelly. It should be a gormet delicasy ^_^ I really want another one right now >.>;
Mais, the ones we got were really big...well meh, they weren't that big but we had so much trouble finishing them XD I was SO full I was gonna burst XD It was kinda funny though :P
We went to the petstore and there was a cool tarantula...and cute puppies :D
We went to some game store and Alain picked out puzzles. Christa found an 'erotica' deck of cards XD on the back was a woman naked like fingering her self >.>; those things should be kept on secret shelves in the back, she recoiled in disgust but I just laughed...hahaha good times :3

After the mall we all decided to go to Annette's house \(^-^)/ We basically just sat and watched TV =_____= We got hungry eventually and Christa left. We decided it would be smart to order 2 party sized pizzas from Marconis for the 4 of us >.>; Alain ate 12 peices and Mel at 8, they were squares but ughhhh god >.>; It hurts me just to think about it. I only had 4 but still >.>; tis un grand d'ammount de pizza >.>

Mel left around >.>; 11 ish maybe I think. Maybe it was 10. My mom was on the way at that point but I was SO bored from all that TV DX
I decided to try and smuther Alain with a pillow and then I kinda just laughed for 5 minutes. I was also basically hanging off of the recliner chair for like 10 minutes >.>  This is what happens when I watch to much TV =___=;

So the next day my stomach hurt because all I had eaten the day before was a banana, cinnamon roll, bubble tea, fries and pizza =___=
But my grandparents came over and brought fresh pastizis :D

They also decided to notice that when I stepped down on my heal weird bumps appeared DX so now I need to make a doctors appointment, and have been reluctant to walk properly ever since >.>;

Today was A LONG DAY OMG DX Not all bad though :)

So I woke up at like...9:45. Almost went back to sleep, but rememberd I had to be up, checked the clock, it was 9:50...took me a few minutes to remmeber that my alarm did already go off I was that tired. 
I took a shower, and made Alains pimpin birthday card. However my procrastination of that caused me to be late. 
Cause at 11 I was scheduled to pick up report card and meet everyone at the school to go to Mel's.
So I got there around 11:15 ish. I went to miss cranes room but there was a note on the door from the other english teacher...miss...harrigan >.>; or w.e and it said for her class to go to the english office. Then in little scribbled pen under that was 'and miss cranes!' XD I'm gonna miss Miss Crane :P but, that means I had to trudge all the way down to the english office which was kinda far >.>;
Miss Crane said she wanted to see how I did in math <3 so she stood there while I opened it XD and to my relief I passed :D 

54% bitchessss \m/

I got a 99% in media
96% in traditional art
92% in art
and an 83.0 average. YES honour rolllll <3 The rest of my marks I could really care less about. But the comments about me were all nice :) and well >.> Miss SIngh said I need to work harder to sucseed >.>; maybe she needs to work harder to teach hmmm t(>.<t)

So I saw Sanja in the foyer and Leigha came eventually too. They were going to see a movie and I was invited but plans to go to Mels had already been made...and even if I didnt have plans >.>; what kind of advanced notice is that XD I dont have money on me to go to the movies XD
So I was like wtf...why aren't they in the foyer or infront of the school >.>; I wasn't told a meeting place =___=; so uhh I figured all you guys were shady enough to be under the bridge and yes, there you were. So yes I wasn't THAT late, I was looking for you for awhile >.>

OH HAHA OMG okay so on theway to under the bridge these group of grade 9's were there. This one gangsta kid that was shorter than me stepped out of the crowd and he's like
'uhh my friend likes you!'
I pulled off a perfect 'okay what ever' With a nice non caring gaze and I didnt even stop walking XD it was masterful. I didn't even look back muhahaha I could hear them though
'OHHH BURN! SHE DIDN'T EVEN LOOK ATCHU MANNNN!!!!'
'haha 'okay whatever', mannnn you got dissed'
oh god XD its bad that that made my day, but it so did :P

so we got to Mels and we all went swimming :D minus Sandi, Alain, Susan and Jamal. It was really fun :3 we all got dragged around in a huge choochoo by Jon and me and Brianne hid under the pool cover, it was our club house :3
We also had a nice fight about who got to sit infront of the warm jet, and that was quite fun. I got a nice water comb over and annette did my hair in nice Alien pigtails <3 Oh me and Annette are also going to be explorers. I'm gonna draw that.
Annette, are you and christa gonna have internet connection in europe .___.??

After swimming we sat in the basement for a bit and then we went to subway to eat. Alain paid for me YAY :D I really need to get some money >.> I feel bad that he keeps buying me shit >.>;

Since we weren't gonna make it back to the house in time for 3, I called mom and asked her to pick me up from Subway because I had a majorly long ortho to get my braces off! 



After that I went to my last drum lesson for the summer. I start again in september. I promise to practice outside of class DX now that I have time. It was a fun lesson. He said since it's the last one we could just play around, we usually just do nothing anyways >.>; I put on my ipod and let him hear cream by plastic tree. He really liked the intro XD we also listened to psychadelism and uhh...cage for rent and kuuchuu buranko! andddd sentimental machine :D It was a wonderfully plastic tree filled half hour <3 He gave me his email so I could send him crazy songs over the summer XD

After drums I went back to Mels
We lazed in the basement, played some trivia until dinner.
We had burgers and sat outside, it was really nice :)
Did you know apple juice concentrate in french is concentration de juice de pomme >.>; 2 de's in 1 little phrase >.>; 
I learned that from the fruit punch carton :3
Sandi, thompson, annette and christa sat at a different table than the rest of us so they apparently had started playing truth or dare while we were trying to find a good definition for a human XD

So when we got back to the basement we all resumed that. Well I didn't play, neither did zaynah or alain or jamal, although jamal joined in later. I like thompsons questions XD and I learned that Jon is very very normal when it comes to sexual things XD I don't think Mel will be satisfyed with his lack of personal kink ;3
I would have played, casue some of the things were just hillarious, but I am really bad at thinking of questions and...I dont like doing dares that much, although I coud have bared it :P however I know every truth question I got would be about alain >.>; so I really just prefered to stay out of this one =______=';
I will play with everyone another time though. truth or dare really is better without guys XD haha

LOL mel we need to teach Alain to swim DX I will force him >.> what are u doing next week ;3

uhh after that we really did nothing. My sun burn was paining me and so I kinda lazed on the matress XD

Mom came later and drove Alain home, she dropped Jamal off near a bus stop. 

I am quite tired >.<

Uhh tomorrow Alain and I are going with my mom to an art store called currys. It's NOT a date >.> like everyone so graciously teased me about =___= But yeah. I hope my sunburn is better by then too >.>; a bit at least =___='

Well this is LONG and I'm sleepy. I bid thee all farewell.
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Kaxyz
21 June 2008 @ 12:41 am
Photoshoot day~  

Today was photoshoot day at Mels :D

It was a really fun day ^-^b I woke up at around 10:30 and then got ready blah blah did nothing and at 12:30 we went and picked up Alain and his photo equiptment and headed to mels :D My mom made fruit platters to take over too~

soo when we got there we set up the green sheet in the basement and the lamps and stuff and the first thing we all basically did was get into grad dresses! Susan wanted us all to bring them :) It was really fun just dancing around to our ipods XD it didn't seem like we were getting pictures taken really ^^; so we changed a few times...maybe 3 or 4. It was fun ^-^

During picture taking we decided to come up and eat the fruit my mom made. Christa ran home and got fondue. It was gross XD but oh well :P I didn't eat it...Mel ended up eating it from the container =_________= Alain noticed the sun was out and so we all wandered outside for more pictors.
We all dipped our feet in the pool and kinda lazed around. It was nice :) 
I was kinda starving to death by this point though...cause it was like 4:30 ish and all I had eaten was fruit all day XD So I was kinda cold and hungry and tired XD (cold cause my jeans got wet from the pool =__=';) and so Susan and Christa went swimming but I didn't join them.

We orderd pizza from Marconis \(^-^)/ and I ate so much XD I was pretty damn hungry :3 we also had yellow peppers and more fruit XD it was delishhhh :D

We never really took many pictures after eating...I don't think we took any. 

We went to the basement and all crashed XD we ate so much :P Christa, Susan, et moi all flopped onto the matress. I love you matress <3 Alain flopped down with us after awhile, the human furnace :3 it's so warm XD but he left us for trivia T^T so then Susan got up to and me and Christa were just huddling together but it seems all the warmth escaped us T^T 

Lol we whined at Alain to come back for like 5 minutes before he did XD he said only if he layed in between us XD so he did and we like clung to him XD and he wanted to get up after awhile >.>; honestly, thats like a boys dream, and he chooses to leave us again to be cold DX After trying to rekindle our warmth for about 10 minutes we just went and huddled on the floor with everyone else and we commenced nerdy trivia for about 2 and a half hours XD honestly, we totally kick ass.

So these are my 2 favoruite pictures from the photo shoot. Uhh I'm gonna upload them all to facebook, me and Alain went through them and picked the best ones.

 and    o(^-^)b

OKAY SO

now to some important business >;[

My ipod is sick
yes he has a cold
I brought him home from todays excursion and he began to sneeze T^T 
I reset him, but the sneezing commenced. He was trying to turn on, the apple start up screen would appear and then as soon as it seemed he was going to start up, he would just shut down and repeat. So I plugged it into the computer and sneezing continued. I went and put him in my dock for a bit hoping he might charge up if he was dead...I left him for a bit and came back and he was sneezing less violently but was really warm DX so i removed him and the screen said please connect to power source D:
so I had some hope and brought him back here and plugged him into the computer. The sneezing has become quite random and not so bad...I hope that by morning everything will be okay T^T
but how can I sleep knowing my poor precious is sick DX what if he dies DXXXX
I will cry if he dies.
I always cry when they malfunction

Why was I so careless with him DX
I let him be put to use at todays outing by sitting in christas dock. I figured he was safe... T^T When I got him home I noticed THE BACK WAS ALL STICKY AND GROSS AND NAST! I ALMOST HAD A HEART ATTACK DX NO ONE is allowed to touch the back >;[
and he wont turn on and really, I am quite devistated T^T

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Kaxyz
20 June 2008 @ 12:15 am
~\(^-^)/~  

you know you have been listening to to much japanese music when you start singing to an english songs and an r comes out like an l =___=

Math exam went okay. I might have passed. But it is very borderline. So I'll have to wait and see. After the exam i went home, it was excellent!

It's summer now and I can do whatever I want :D 

I slept till 1 today and it was amazing. I love you sleep <3

Today my moms friend came over and she took me and maddy out to dinner to swiss chalet. We weren't that hungry but we got chicken spring rolls and chicken strips. I also got a spongebob colouring/puzzle book :3 it was fun :3

I watched half of my plastic tree DVD today. It's brillant.

Tomorrow were all going to Mels for Alains photoshoot thing. It's gonna be really fun :D everyone is done exams and theres no pressure, we are all free for the summer :D it's such a nice feeling. I woke up today and the first thing I thought was wow...this is awesome :D

I had a really weird dream I went to Miyavis concert. but he also had a girl guitarist on backup and a random canadian guy doing bass. I got to go on stage cause I was canadian too. And he was playing in like a fancy concert hall. It was quite strange. Halfway through he made me go into like a nestea plunge box that was on stage (yeah those little swimming pools that appear when you drink nestea) take the plunge...in my pants XD and he told me I had to get his shoelace from in it. It was very very weird. When i pulled it out I told him it smelled like Canadian and he thought it was funny. What ever that means. Later he wrote about it in his blog and I was happy. I really am to obsessed with jrock XD

guess I'll go pick out my clothes...and maybe paint my nails. I feel like doing that \(^-^)/

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Kaxyz
17 June 2008 @ 11:00 pm
pre math  
french went okay today. In gangsta speak it was iight

after that we went to Pho (me, Annette, Mel, Alain, Christa and Jusin; who mel and annette want recruited into the group XD) it was very yummy. I really love pho ^-^ I got a honeydew bubble tea too. Yum yum.
We went back to Alains to start cramming for math. It went quite well. It was very fun just to talk with everyone for a bit too. After everyone left I stayed for a bit, and that was most productive ^^;

But now I'm scared. I did expanding and substituion and elimination and parabolas and all that BULLSHIT alll day DX and now I cant hardly remember T^T

Next year I have to work so hard. This is hell right now. Like I really have been working hard for the last month or so. I'm so scared right now. I was crying and I just couldn't even stop. I didn't finish my review. There is so much. I didn't re learn complete the square. I only need around 35-40 % to pass the class. But that's still a lot and I'm fucking terrified. 

I've had about 2 breakdowns so far. I'm just so tired and I'm so tired of this years math. It's un bearable and I like omg. I studdied substitution for like a half an hour. I did other things, went back to it and made 2 SIMPLE MISTAKES that would have cost me basically all the marks. I'm gonna freeze up and cry on the exam and omg I'm so tense right now my back is starting to hurt and tense up T^T and my eyes are all teary again T^T this is awful...

...Sanja is gonna attempt to teach me completing the squares >.< Alain has been teaching me basically all day. He went to bed now though >.>; Leigha and christa left too cause they are basically giving up. But Leigha cant fail the class T^T

...Okay I've calmed a bit now...I must learn complete the square.
y = 2x2 + 4x - 5
y = -2(x2 -2x) - 5
y = -2(x2 -2 +1) - 1 - 5
okay I got it! you...factor the center and multiply the -1 by the co efficient so it becomes -2
y = -2(x-1)2 - 2 - 5
then you...finish it 
y = -2(x-1)2 - 3
VOILA!

so Sanja says now the way I learned substitution from Alain is weird. This is gonna be a painful 24 hours =____=
no never mind
its all good
I made like 4 mistakes
but i see them now
its all good
im calm now
im gonna go study in my room with some calming classical music <3
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Kaxyz
16 June 2008 @ 05:32 pm
DX  
 It`s been so long since I last posted I hardly remember what happened again DX

uhhh....Last week were my history and science exams. Science was on thursday and friday was history...

Science exam went alright...It definitely wasn`t as hard as i expected it to be.  I know I got one question wrong though, well I know I got a lot wrong XD but this was a multiple choise one. It was uh...Which one isn`t an acid: Tomatoes, Lemons, Drain cleaner or Milk. I put tomatoes =_______= honestly >.> I should have thought that through. Uhh there was 2 pages of physics >.> and I don't think I TOTALLY failed it, which makes me kinda happy. But fuck it all cause

I NEVER HAVE TO TAKE CHEMISTRY OR PHYSICS AGAIN \(^-^)/

so after the exam we uhh O.o we...went to Melanies house...I think >.< yeahhh okay yeah. 
We went to Mel's house; Mel, Annette, Alain, Christa and myself. Susan had a music exam and had to stay behind and apparently Vimanda was staying with her. Although by the time we got to Mels house Vimanda had somehow managed to catch up to us O.o So we just kinda layed around for awhile. Susan showed up after awhile...we managed to almost kill christa by dog piling her ;3
then...Vimanda had to leave...for some reason...did Brianne come with us >.>; OMG THIS WAS ONLY LAST WEEK WHY CANT I REEMEMBER DX Okay okay
Brianne wasn't there I dont believe. Because...really Brianne never hangs out with us O.o I'm gonna have to ask someone about this, I totally cant remember.
ANYWAYS
Vimanda ended up leaving for some reason. I can't remember. And the rest of us walked down to subway and got lunch :D oh, but Christa didn't come cause she...didn't want to. So now it was me, Mel, Alain, Annette and Susan. GOD 
is this confusing to you guys, cause it is to me.
So yeah, we bought lunch. Well I was poor so Alain bought me lunch XD and we all ate. They have like 30 foot subs or some crazy shit like that DX for like partys and stuff D:
After that....we went back to the house...and after awhile Mel's mom came :D
OMG BRIANNE WAS THERE DX okay so that was bugging me. Yes she was there, and...so was Angela? but they left with Vimanda. Right okay. FUCK why does my memory suck.
you guys are probably like O.o because of the choppyness of this story.

K so forget the first part. Vimanda, Angela and Brianne were there with us but they left. THEN we went for subs, on the way there christa split up from us and went home. 
So me, susan, Mel, Annette and Alain went to get subway. 
K so yeah, after we came back we just hung out in the basement for a bit. Mel's mom eventually came home and then me and Susan snapped out of sleepy mode and went swimming :D Annette also joined us :3 Mel sat with Alain out of the pool cause he is still traumatized. But I sat on him and got him all wet \(^-^)/
Mel needs the hollow pool noodles.

So on friday was history exam. 100 multiple choise. It wasn't that hard. I'll probably get around a 70.
After the exam I went with Alain to his house to do math. We got hungry and went to Pho. He got like a huge large one and I got a small >.> he finished before me and I was full before I ate it all =_________=; but it was still yummy :3 He thinks im weird cause I love to just eat the beansprouts plain though. I make my family buy bags of those so I can just eat them XD
he scanned and photo coppied all his tests and stuff for me to do >.>; I still have to do that =___=' and I was supposed to do them with Leigha today but I couldn't >.< I stayed until like...7 and then my mom came and picked me up and drove me to dads~

So then on the weekend I did nothing really. On friday we had THE MOST AMAZING STORM EVER OMG. It seems like it hasn't stopped raining since then. But that's awesome. Like every 3 or 4 seconds there was a lightning that lit the whole sky. You never really saw all the bolts, but just so many flasshes. The thunder was so loud and it was amazing. I sat outside on my porch and watched it for around 30 minutes until the lightning kinda blew to the back of my house. It was very magical. I had shorts on and I asked my dad to get me a sweater, so I was sitting on the chair on the porch and it was raining so hard that some water was misting my legs and it was really nice and warm out. It was...amazing <3
On saturday it rained more. Umm...we were sitting out side in the backyard and the sky turned all orangy and stuff and >.>; maybe this was on friday >.< why don't I update sooner before I forget what happens =______________='
But yes, it rained on and off, some pretty bad storms, all weeked. Ellie gets really scared (my dog btw XD) when it rains. She comes down into the basement and sits under my feet until the storm is over. On sunday; fathers day, we were all sitting out back at the picnic table and my dad was opening his presents and what not and then it started to rain so we had to go inside, but Ellie was out with us and she was so scared she didn't know what to do and she kinda just stood there and started to shake T^T I felt so bad for her <3

For fathers day I made my dad a book, well it was a compilation of all the emails we had exchanged since the beginning of the year. It took me awhile to finish since I made them look all pretty on photoshop and what not but yes. This was my favourite page:
http://s138.photobucket.com/albums/q253/zoe2001135/?action=view&current=Image3.jpg

So yes...today I had a dentists appointment, which is why I couldn't study with leigha >.< but I have my french exam tomorrow. I've been practicing verb conjugations and I'm pretty good at imparfait! But it still needs work >.>; like for finir DX it's like finississais or some long shit like that DX to many sssssssssss's DX
So the dentists was okay...I almost died from flouride though. I kept gagging and it was SO nast >.<; damn you flouride >.<
Uhh After I went with Leigha to value village, I applied for a job there YAY cause she workds there, so I figured it would be good, and it's like a 5 minute walk from my house. They said July was already pretty booked with employees but they would consider me for august. SO YAY I get a month freeee <3

back to math and french T^T ughh just a few days and everything will be over.
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Kaxyz
10 June 2008 @ 12:20 am
LAST DAY OF GRADE 10  
Today was officially my last day of classes in grade 10. 
It was a really fun day too.
In english Miss Crane bought me a caramel drumstick
In media we watched the chase scene videos and our flash animation video (they were awesome)
In science we did basic review; Mr. Rawlings brought us juice, cookies and muffins <3
at lunch I sat with the lunch group for possibly the last time ever
and last period I finished my art exam, so many people came into my class to visit though, It was nice having a lively class XD 

As much as I really hated grade 10, I really liked some parts of it. And now as I'm sitting here, taking it all in that its all over, I'm kind of sad. Of cource I still have exams to do, but that doesnt really count for anything but added stress >.>;

I may never have Miss Crane for english ever again </3 Well if I need any help with anything next year I'll go to her :P She will always feel like my true english teacher.
Media class may prove to have some issues next year because of how bit it will be. Also Kristen will want to hang out with us. Fuck her, she can go take a class in her own grade and leave me and Leigha the fuck alone. When Leigha, Sanja and I finally have a class together she's not getting in the way.
Science may or may not be ass next year. I have no clue what to expect in Bio, but I hope it will be a good and new experience.
I may not have lunch with many of my friends next year </3 Although...I am freinds with basically everyone and will probably have lunch with some, I may not have it with Leigha and Sanja or many people from the lunch group. I guess it's okay for me, but Leigha really doesn't have that many friends >.>; She doesn't like many people, so I hope I have the same lunch as her.
Art will be good, yep, I can count on it.
Math may be total fucking shit next year. However I hope I get a better class, better teacher, new classroom and better marks =___='
PLEASE GOD DONT LET ME HAVE MR.AMADI FOR ANTHRO T^T
I have no clue what to expect from World religions either, the only things I know about it are from talking to Annette.
and...french. I will probably hate it like always, I do however feel I have made much progress this year and I'm happy that I am getting closer to knowing another language. It really is one of my biggest dreams.

So today after school I went to Melanies with Jamal and Alain. Mel really wanted it to be just Annette, Alain her and I but Alain went and invited Jamal and she really couldnt say no :P I should talk to him about that XD It was fun non the less. 
We got there and decided to go swimming! I borrowed her brothers swim trunks. I really really love swim trunks. Fuck girls bikinis and whatnot. I'm gonna go buy man shorts for this summer! My bikini line is awful 'tis why. Like I could shave it, I could nair it, but my skin is SO sensitive that even if I did that, it would be all red and inflamed and painful >.>; So I give up. Man shorts are more comfy anyways.
Alain, who can't swim, decided to drift to far into the deep end and almost drown himself =____=; fortunatly me and Mel saved him. We aren't very good lifeguards though. So Alain got like a huge headache, like nausea the whole OMG I ALMOST DIED side effects. It started to thunder (it was ment to rain) and so we got out of the pool. 
Alain was still feeling like shit so we went upstairs, changed and just lounged. Mel gave me some comfy P.J pants and an awesome shirt to wear. I was SO comfy, I wish to steal those clothings. I was pretty tired too, it had been a long day, so Alain and I layed on Mels bed (which is so nice and big compared to mine T^T) Jamal sat at the end of the bed and Mel lounged on the floor eating popcorn and playing pokemon XD
I really felt bad for Alain though :\ he looked pretty pitiful, even after pain killers + gravol. 
I was really comfy though, like why are guys always so warm D: My hair was wet and I was pretty freezing, so cuddling up to anyone was welcomed >.> but I don't understand how guys always keep themselves so warm DX 
But after awhile, apparently Mel's mom didn't like the idea of me and Alain being on the bed together (hesus >.>; parents are so paranoid, yeah cause me and Alain are just gonna drop our pants and have sex right there, with Mel and Jamal in the room and with Alain almost fucking dead on the other side of the bed XD I don't understand them >.>) 
So we left Alain to lay on the bed and we went downstairs (IT WAS FREEZING DX) And proceeded with the planned activity; studdying. Annette arrived very shortly after. So we were just chillin' in the basment XD
We did get a minimal amount of work done, Alain came back downstairs to join us after awhile, he was still all warm >.>; maybe I need to get fatter =____=' retain some heat and what not. So we just ended up lounging again. I ended up cuddling up to everyone XD Do people find it annoying that I'm so clingy? I ponder this issue quite often, and try not to be, but the need for cuddling takes over my self control >.<
Jamal made a very nice pillow :3 Mel was a bit to bony >.> but still decent, Annette squirmed away all the time and Alain just was warm :3
We watched Jon and Kate + 8, it was weird. Didn't like it, although the kids were cute. If I ever have kids (god forbid) the NEED to be half azn! <3
The epic line of the night was probably when Mel asked Jamal: "Jamal, are you an olympic sex master" Or >.>; it wasn't master, oh how easyily I forget >.< Mel correct me!

The night ended rather quickly, I always end up feeling lonely after I hang out with people for like hours on end and then just go home </3 I miss everyone to quickly T^T I'm really gonna miss everyone when they go away for the summer T^T even if it is just for awhile. Maybe I'm just generally to clingy DX

It has been really thunderstorming for the whole night. I love thunderstorms. They are amazing. I turned off all the lights and opened my blinds (for the first time in like forever) to watch it. It's amazingly beautiful <3

LOL there was a spider on my ceiling tonight! Me and Maddy haven't screamed that much in FOREVER XD Except that one time where all the baby spiders hatched on the celing in the bathroom and started raining down on us all stelth like. I thought it was fluff until I FUCKING LOOKED UP OMG THAT WAS THE MOST HORRIFIC MOMENT OF MY LIFE! 1000S OF TINY BABY SPIDERS RAINING ON MY HEADDDD

I suppose I'll go sleep now. I really do feel lonely :\ Maybe I will feel better tomorrow <3
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Kaxyz
07 June 2008 @ 11:17 pm
Week update  
So I must make an update even though I hardly remember what happened XD
The last week of school is over. I am a little sad. But monday is the last day. I remember about whining here about how everything had become to routine, and I don't really like that, but once everything ends I dont like it much either because its scary to start all over ^^;

A lot of teachers are leaving T^T And it's sad. I'm really really gonna miss Mr. Beairsto. I wish I had had the chance to have miss Shi for math too.

And I am giving a shout out to Poor Mr.Kosow. It's okay sir! I'm here for you <3

We got yearbooks this week! YAY! Alain wouldnt sign mine and I eventually told him he didn't have too XD but Jamal and him graffitied a few pages and he wrote some random things in there so w.e XD

That is pwnage. (from left: Robert, Sanja, me and sir Alain)
God Robert is hot.
Alrighty ladies and gents. This is Bearforce1 the hottest band out there reigning from the netherlands.
http://www.bearforce1.nl/
check 'em outtttt.
Zorica, Kristi, Sanja and I are going to record our own dance from the bearforce1 video this summer in the park and send it to them through my youtube account, which I will be making this summer XD So all you guys can stalk me if you wish. But yes, we hope it gets put on their site, cause there are a few others.

ANYWHO yes so everyone signed my yearbook and it was very delightful ^-^

Umm my mom took me to stiches this week cause Leigha told me that the place by where Licks used to be; the liquidation one, was having a huge sale. So I went and got a bunch of clothes :D and I saw sanja there too! The dressing rooms weren't working so we tried on everything over our clothes XD it was pimpin'

OMG why can't I remember anything that happened this week D:

We finished our media arts videos and ours
IS
SO
COOL OMG OMG OMG IS AMAZING!!!
I can't wait for everyone to see it on monday :3

OH On thursday I went to Sanjas house after school! Even thought shes one of my best friends I had never been to her house before DX ITS SO NICE OMG It's so clean and beautiful T^T
Her brother is a fuck though. He like abuses her D: Hes like 10 though so whatever, and he was probably over acting because I was there like all younger siblings seem to do, but whatever DX He's icky. And he dissed Hyde, fuck him t(>.<t) But it was fun, we almost ate an entire pack of bacon XD

On friday was the history essay~ I was pretty nervous, but for doing about 10 minutes of research, I think I did pretty well XD I felt that there was a really light and happy atmosphere in the class though ^-^ When we started to talk Beairsto didnt kick our asses or anything. I really am gonna miss him </3

So for anyone reading this who doesnt live in Toronto. We are having a heat wave. Friday was around 35 degrees. Today was no better. Leigha's air conditioning is broken DX poor lady <3 shes been staying up later than usual cause she cant sleep <3

F.t Islands new CD is pure amazing <3

So today was fun. My dad woke me up at around 1, cause last night everyone decided to be on msn really late and have a convo orgy and so yeah I was up pretty late XD But then we went and I got a new cell phone! A LG white chocolate one <3
I didn't really do much today. i went and layed in the hammock outside at like 7, so it was the perfect temperature <3 quite nice! 
 
There was a beetle thing in the bathtub today and I shavingcreamed it to death :3 it was nice. I hope it died nice and slowly with lots of toxins and fumes eating away at its insides im not sadistic really, i just love poisoning bugs to death

I finished downloading all 3 seasons of Dora the explorer this week. I actually really like it! It's really cute! And I learned that red was rojo and blue is azul. I can't roll my r's so that really prohibits a good spanish accent. But I'll try my best ^-^v

On Monday we (Alain, and me and Annette later on) are going to Mels house after THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL WHOOT \(^0^)/ I already had my LAST FUCKING MATH CLASS WITH MISS SINGH HOLY THATS AMAZING! I don't hate her, just her methods. But she promised that we would play bingo in december and WE FINALLY PLAYED IT XD haha it was fun, I won a chocolate :3

But yes, were going to Mel's and studying science and swimming \(^-^)/

OMG OMG http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZcNFzcqBWjo
I must get a job so I can buy a PSP T^T

OH that reminds me. Leigha applied for value village, I was gonna apply there but i took way to long and forgot about doing it XD but she got an interview and will probably be hired. So once she's working there, she said that then I should apply because she will say she reffered me and get a cheque for $100 and we can split it! HOW COOL IS THAT :D

WOW I went through 3 rainbows! That's a lot to write! XD Sorry for totally spamming you guys!

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Kaxyz
07 June 2008 @ 12:55 am
OMG FANGIRL MOMENT  

OMG OMG OMG F.T ISLANDS NEW CD IS HEAAAHHHRRRRR !!! OMG OMG THEY DID AN ENGLISH VERSION OF FIRST KISS CALLED ALWAYS BE MINE 
AND
O 
M
G 

CAN HONGGIS ENGLISH ACCENT BE CUTER !!! IM DYING HERE! MARRY ME HONGGIIIIIII DX

Ill post a real update tomorrow XD

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Kaxyz
02 June 2008 @ 05:31 pm
Today~  
So OMG I HAVE A 58% IN MATH!!! I know that may not seem good to you guys but ITS SO GOOD FOR ME IM SO EXCITED! Too bad I can't tell my mom or she will be angry still >.< But I honestly thought I was failing! So being 8% over a fail is WONDERFULLLL WEEEEEE \(^0^)/ *dances funkily*

SO today I will post my summer goals/to do list!!!

To do list:

* Beat Pokemon Pearl \(^-^)/ And raise Pochama (piplup) to be level 100!!! 
* Finish my Marluxia and Zexion dolls that I started LAST SUMMER DX
* Watch Keroro Gunso and finish watching Romeo x Juliet and chobits.
* Watch a drama
* Watch all 3 seasons of Dora the Explorer!
* Learn sooo much more Japanese XD
* Learn bits of Korean and German and Spanish
* Practice my french verbs
* Make a wicked cool youtube channel!
* GET A HAIRCUT DX
* Convince parents to let me get my lip peirced
* Draw someone maybe Uruha :3 and mabye draw/paint some abstract stuff!
* FInish recording new CD...currently untitled.
* FInish my story about Mr. Kosow that I started grade 9 second term.
* Make random hearts on flash!
* Finish learning Hangul
* Learn the Russian and possibly the arabic one cause it looks really cool and pretty :3 although it looks really hard T^T
* practice my drums
* Write the 3 S's of carny and how to play guitar cool
* Eat an entire tub of ice cream!

I MUST GO OUT NOW BUT IMMA COME BACK AFTA' AND UPDATE MOAR!
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Kaxyz
02 June 2008 @ 12:11 am
Should be sleeping~  
 Ill make this a brief entry cause I should be in bed XD 

This weekend was very intresting. Quite stressful but there were a lot of fun moments.

On friday Meghan was there, and I showed her my Pokemon pearl game. She said we should make our own pokemon XD so we made 8 of our own cards and battled it out. It really was utter crap, obviously. But it was so funny XD they best ones were WW3imon, oldimon and nothingmon.
WW3imon used nuclear warfare to selfdestruct both players. Oldimons best move was reminiss about the old times. Which puts the enimy to sleep. And nothingmons best move was forfeit XD

I finished an amazing comic about Hollister and Abercrombie. I might scan that for all of your viewing pleasures.

On saturday Mel fenner had a little party thing at her house. It was her, Nikki, megan, lisa, rebecca, emily, suzanne, carla, sam clark et moi. It was really fun. I kicked everyones ass at guitar hero. I'm actually startting to wish I sucked more. I want someone who is at an equal level as me to play with D: I should play with Ian once this summer, that would be fun >;3 bet I would lose that guitar battle XD
then she also had DDR and singstar. I really suck at DDR but after Rebecca dissed my skill, she tried it and sucked worse than me. So really...I think everyone was just awful. Sing star was REALLY fun XD but omg. You try singing survivor by destinys child and do well DX it so hard!! so was this one alica keys song. But it was fun to sing with everyone and not get made fun of :P
We had pizza for lunch and burgers for dinner <3 yum~ Some people slept over but I had to get home and start up my homework. I lost my chapstick at melanies though T^T
 
Today (technically yesterday since it's past 12 now) was the first day of June! YAY god april + may passed SOOO fast DX 
This is out last week of school
LAST WEEK JESUS CHRIST ITS COME SO FAST AND IM SCARED TO DEATH OF EXAMS DX
I did homework ALL day today. Did all my ecology homework. Did my math (which took hours, and took Alain like 30 minutes to explain one question to me, he even drew me a diagram of step by step sollution) I dont know why he enjoys helping me out so much >.>; if I were him I would wanna kill me.
But I did most of it. Chances are we have a quiz tomorrow, So I'll cross my fingers. I did my civics essay.
Zorica and I thought it would be fun to thesaurs.com the hell out of them, so its a pretty fantastic essay XD just because she used the word herculean XD 

Did my french...like an hour ago =____=; its actually not as bad as the questions! I think I'll be fine :)

tomorrows gonna be stressful but I think I can manage. But by the time the week is out, I'm going to be a wreck....like I feel a mental breakdown coming on =_________=';
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Kaxyz
28 May 2008 @ 11:22 pm
Reminicing  

Today was a good day :D
Tomorrow will be a horrific day D:
tomorrows line up: history (only good period, over with first TT_____TT)
civics (doing nothing =___=;) UNLESS DX Ah fuck >.>; was that goddamn letter due tomorrow =____=; whatever I'd rather fail than do it now >.>; great...another thing I have to look forward too =___=; anyways,
French - probably presenting my oral summative. I hope I do well. 
and then lunch. Going in for extra math help AGAIN
then math class
double math...kill me now DX

but enough about how awful tomorrow will be. Today was a good day. I beat the first gym leader on pokemon. YAYS. Yeah so I can't resist and will be playing it all through time I should be studying. Well...if I wasn't playing it, it would be something else. So whatever XD

I have a 96% in art right now \(^-^)/

We got science review AND
EXAM SCHEDULES DX

But it's not that horrendus. My 4 exams are pretty well spread out. Math is neer the end and after a weekend <3 god bless America. Why? I don't know, I'm just that cool

OH
If any of you have a techno/hardcore remix of Oh Canada. or can find one for me! I will love you SO much more than I already do...which is pretty damn impossible. But I'll try none the less.

So I talked to Miss Stutt at lunch. She is my guidence counciler \(^-^)/ I got a summer school application. I'll get that filled out for tomorrow yays. We had a chat about math. She looked at my marks on the computer. After complimenting me on how good they were, she definitely saw that math was giving me problems, and it's not all becasue I'm lazy or else that would be reflected in my other marks. I told her I either wanted to go into english or art. I wasn't specific, but when I mentioned it, she agreed that I don't need math really and dont need to take it in grade 12. Futhermore, she said that the difference between M and C math is kind or a weird gap. C may give me little challenges, but M might give me a bit to hard of a time. 
Let me get one thing straight that I don't understand about others.
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH NOT GETTING A CHALLENGE OUT OF SOMETHING YOU DESPISE
I 100% DO NOT MIND that C math would not challenge me in the least. It would be a fucking blessing! I gift from the heavens if you wish. And yes, Grade 11 is a difficult year. 
Micheal duric said that everyone in grade 11 fails U math if they arent a damn gifty. So I am really having to think this out. Im'ma make a new guidence appointment in the neer future once I decide. BUT as much as that is extremly important. This year comes first! And I am SO glad it's almost over <3

So I was reading through facebook photos with me tagged in them. There was this one picture of Me, Leigha and Steph Richer in the caf last year. Sam decided to join in with the commenting XD
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=127242&id=515720970&op=6&view=all&subj=502239995&prev#pid=272169&id=502198363
Anyways. The comments XD made me laugh so hard I'm going to post them here. Maybe they will make you laugh too~

Pertaining to that facebook thing. May I just take  moment and say how much I love myself. Yes. I really do. I'm amazingly weird and random and it's awesome.

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